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I am so freaking gross
Jul. 27th, 2004 06:55 amDamnit. I finally give blood and there is just a small nasty mark. Icky but not nausiatigly so.
Then I am sitting by the pool, because I am too tired to swim, just watching the kids swim and talking to neighbor man with big shoulders and the neighbor lady with MS, opens her door. She has fallen out of her wheelchair and drug herself to the door with her weak arms because her legs do not work any more. Dean and I jump up to go help her and she says, "no Marilyn can do it." Her catheter bag is showing and she is embarressed I think. I am not supposed to lift anything heavy... like a grown woman. So I get her back in her chair. Not to long afterwards my tiny little red mark becomes:
Disgusting. I am just gross looking now. GRRR.
Then I am sitting by the pool, because I am too tired to swim, just watching the kids swim and talking to neighbor man with big shoulders and the neighbor lady with MS, opens her door. She has fallen out of her wheelchair and drug herself to the door with her weak arms because her legs do not work any more. Dean and I jump up to go help her and she says, "no Marilyn can do it." Her catheter bag is showing and she is embarressed I think. I am not supposed to lift anything heavy... like a grown woman. So I get her back in her chair. Not to long afterwards my tiny little red mark becomes:
Disgusting. I am just gross looking now. GRRR.