Horrible dream

[sereneorange]

I had this horrific dream the other night. There was this large older two story house where I was visiting my sister (who died in August from Cancer of brain and lungs)and was accompanied by my son. There was a man that came to visit and Con and I left to run an errand. When we came back, the man was gone, Linda was dead and There was a video up on her PC. He had a digicam on and recorded himself raping and beating her to death. My son clicked it on and started to watch the murder. I shut it off and needed to leave to get help but was panicked because I wanted to take the harddrive with me so that I would have the proof of who did it. I was afraid if I stayed, he would return and murder myself and son, and if we left without the proof, he would never be caught. The dream is bad, but nothing I couldn't normally get over. The image of the murder of my weak sister and my son watching that is hanging with me. I wish I knew what my head was trying to tell me.

Comments

dream

[onionmeister.livejournal.com]

i can honestly tell you that that sounds like the most impossible to translate dream in the world. maybe your mind is givng you a guilt trip and proclaming that there was something you could've done to help her after her death. what that help is i coukdn't even begin to guess.

maybe its telling you that you need to look into something about her life. maybe something about the people she associated with.

Re: dream

[serene-orange.livejournal.com]

I am wondering if it is maybe something I am doing with my own life. Am I doing something that is going to harm me and is horrific to have my son watch?

intersting theory

[onionmeister.livejournal.com]

it depends. what kinda things do you do that might endanger you and your son?

as for the meaning of the dream most dreamz are all about the gut instinct. i thats what your feeling then thats that. its alwayz been my feeling that we all already know the meaning of our dreams its just up to us accept the meaning.