AARRGGGHHHH!!!!!

[sereneorange]

Oh. my. god. I. am. so. frustrated.
I am typing up 6 commitements for files that I have examined. One I did
with this chick that works in commitments so that she could walk me through,
because I did one 5 weeks ago and do not recall how to do it still. I took
notes. I thought they were good notes. I was wrong.
I need to pull a great deal of the information from a prior (same lot and
block of a previous file) or a reference (same subdivision as a previous
file). The computer is not doing what I am asking it to. I am more likely
not asking it to do the right things.
I am not used to not knowing what I am doing and am getting really
frustrated. I took a lovely walk after I got the first two commitments done
and am ready to sit down and do the next 4. Sure hope I speed the hell up. I
get off at 5, (have examining class at 5-6) and I am certain there are two
fax machines full of surveys just waiting for me to approve them.
*SCREAMS*

edit

On a better note, my boss told me he has faith in me this morning. He apparently heard from a manager (not mine) at BankOne very good things about me. I enjoyed hearing that especially since the man is someone that I have not worked directly for, but admire him. He is really smart. He used to work in title.

Comments

[smalltownhero.livejournal.com]

Calm down Calm down

Take a deep breath

Dont stress!!!!

HUGS

[serene-orange.livejournal.com]

I cannot wait till my boss comes back from lunch and can tell me what the hell I just did with a file. It looks off, but I do not know enough to know if it is wrong and whether I should delete some stuff.

[alichick2004.livejournal.com]

I am sorry. I am sure that is very fustrating. But you are doing all you can. And I am sure your effort is not going un-noticed. Hang in there.

Hugs.

[onnotangu.livejournal.com]

I send you fairy sprinkles of peace and tranquility....wait...too much..damn it she is snoring on the keyboard again.

some one get the drool mops please?

:)

[serene-orange.livejournal.com]

getting much better. File 1 was fine. file 2 was all kinds of messed up but is now fixed. File 3 was great, and I am onto 4 5 and 6 and I know exactly what I am doing now.

rough morning. Will end much better.

[serene-orange.livejournal.com]

how did you know I snore and drool?

[onnotangu.livejournal.com]

I hide a X-10 cam behind the teddy bear in your room.
:p

[serene-orange.livejournal.com]

crap.