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[sereneorange]

I am having a rough day. The closing for the house is today at 3:00 PM and I am really happy and excited about that. Unfortunately, it is not terribly smooth and I am frustrated. I am also crampy and my head has hurt for a week. I feel like taking a liver-failure dose of Ibuprofin to help, but I decided to just go with the 800 mg.

Also, I just realized that the 3rd anniversary of my sister's death passed and I didn't even think about it.That really bothers me. I don't think about her every day anymore. That is not good. I am a better person the more I think about her. When she passed it felt like there was a void of goodness in the world that needed to be filled. I am certainly not nearly qualified to fill that, but I certainly try more when I think about her.

Today is rough. I don't want to pack and clean. I want to crawl into bed and sleep for DAYS. Unfortunately, I cannot.

Comments

[blot.livejournal.com]

closing day is the WORST. be sure to rest. the sky is not going to fall, henny penny.

[serene-orange.livejournal.com]

lol.. I am VERY much like Henny Penny.

[stemithy.livejournal.com]

If it makes you feel any better, I'm not even sure of the day, just that it is in late August. I always start thinking about it in June because of Grandma's birthday.

Love you

[serene-orange.livejournal.com]

23rd.

[serene-orange.livejournal.com]

grandma was October 13th

[popfiend.livejournal.com]

I wasn't aware of you sister's death. I'm new here.

If it's not too personal or too much to ask...tell me about her.

[serene-orange.livejournal.com]

in a short way:
She was 18 years older than me. She was the kindest, most generous, most guiless person to ever exist. She was non judgemental and enthusiastic about almost everything.

She died of cancer August 23rd, 2003

[popfiend.livejournal.com]

*HUG*

[serene-orange.livejournal.com]

Thanks